sunshine summertime. [195]

the one summer when i want everything to stay in the same place. i must go. the one summer where i finally found my place in this town. i must go. the one summer where i finally had the guts to tell you that i love you but maybe we need to talk things through and maybe we're not meant to be in this moment. i must go. the one summer when perfection could almost describe it. i must go. the one summer i get to see you for more than one night. and one drive. i must go. i must go. i must go. but maybe, i'll return. not wanting to return. only to find that my place is here. by you. by them. by him. by all of this nonsense called life. to find that seizing each day as it's last will always be worth it.
carpe diem.