all around me. [177]

one of the best memories i have is camping with my family and crying at iycm teen camp. it seems to be the only place i feel free to let the tears flow.
the world memory of my life is my dad crying as he told us he wasn't going to survive the cancer. i say that's the worst because it affected me more than his death. knowing you're going to die soon and having to tell the most important people in your life has to be devastating.